dear friend..i know u hated me for being myself...i couldn't control myself ..,i tried so much to be everything u wanted me to be like..,but one day i thought that..every one's gonna die..whatever happened..and if someone dies all his relatives and friends and neighbors and familly and the school..and the markets,malls..and everyone that he knows or knows him..is gonna be sad and depressed and hopeless..but..what if u had no one who loves u and cares about u??..,and u died..no one even notices ur dead body on the street with rain falling on u..and lightning..and the cold breeze..and the moving wind..and the snow that burries u..u never wanted